A New Start

2010-02-20T04:13:00.001+08:00

http://ijustneedtorememberyou.blogspot.com/

2010-02-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

new blog site. slowly find it people. when the time comes ill post it up here. =D

2010-02-10T23:05:00.003+08:00

=D im happy. i wont anounce it. as its not suppose to be. i am glad. somehow or another. i went to jane's bday. if i didnt go. i might still be a miserable bafon. now i can be happy. i have my own brand of herion. i will not stop it as i cant. its an addiction. a good one. =D may i wish u to be happy forever. as i know i will be. as long as you are =D smiles (:

2010-02-05T23:11:00.002+08:00

2010-02-05T18:14:00.001+08:00

sick and tired of all the nonsense in my life right now . . . i have no idea what is happening to me . . . my controls for all my emotions are haywired. i have totally no control over what i can feel. sadness comes right after happiness. confusing come right after resolvation. i totally do not know what to do. i am being overly short tempered. flaring over the tiniest bits of things. especially when i am by myself when no one is looking at me. i am being the highest level of jerks you could ever imagine. i just dont know . . . how someone can tlak for 2 hours consecativily and totally nothing when i talk. i dont get how sitting by myself and listening to music because i slept only 4 hours is called emoing. it is very obvious u dislike me. yes u. u know who you are. i am not forcing myself on anyone at all. which is why i am being a fucked uped jerked typing this now. hate me love me. i dont really care right now . . . to me its just another step in my life where nothing is as it seems. and what i thought isnt what that is real anymore. do not pity me. do not say i am being irrational or stupid. but i just got quite enough of bullshit going on in my life right now . . . and being humiliated and embarassed upteem times infront of the currently most significant person that is part of my life isnt at all cool or can be forgiven lightly. i will laugh i will smile i will joke, INFRONT of you. but the acts you have done you yourself know. i wont raddle on about ur jokes which you would soon tell me you didnt mean it. but that 1 day. its enough bullshit to piss me off for awhile now.

2010-01-31T00:22:00.003+08:00

my cute little new cousin. finally start to walk already. my grandmother so happy. from me to her. =D very very happy woman. =D loves my grand ma =D
see my pewny little new chair =.= doesnt suit my comp right . . . so high tech put a beach chair there =.= zzz
a closer look at a 200 bucks chair =.=lll
yes my view is "THAT" nice. =P

hmm home le started my work in goldlion private limited. really amusing. the work schedule is superbly long. 12 hours each time i work. but really fun. met many new friends everywhere. from suntec to people's park.

since ei got a 3 week break cause my teacher literally is in camp. so i dont bother to go school for this 3 weeks. so go work abit. earn abit of money lor. nothing much to update le bah . . .
right something SUPERBLY amusing and funny and kinda stupid happened to me when i was on my way to work on friday. i was walking in city link to suntec when i guy approached me. what happen next i cant say. cause its really VERY embarassing. hahas. 1 person on this world know wat happen so SSSHHSSSSSSSHHH 4 years later then tell ppl ok? HAHAS XD

bought myself a new watch too. its a pendant-like-dog tag. which can clip on to a "watch" like that it looks like a watch. lawls. =P cost a bomb thanks to aunty to pay first. "already got ur money to return u le aunty" =D.

i am actually happy to meet nicole. lots of nice songs to intro xP HAHAHAS. nights ppl i go koon koon le. >.< loves <3 my grand mother =D

2010-01-28T23:41:00.002+08:00

ok dowan to post too much. but big thank yous to aunty. got the watch for me first =x so expensive so pai seh . . . lolx. will return u ASAP =D well its a mark ecko watch. nothing much . . . hahas. =D started my work at tangs bazaar sales at suntec convention centre level 4. come buy stuffs from me =DDD

2010-01-24T12:54:00.002+08:00

do you realise sometimes thinks you do for someone. is taken for granted? for example i help your mother to wash the dishes. instead she scold you. reason for u make the sink wet. speachless right? sometime things u do for anyone is taken for granted. small things go a longer way.

why must you hurt yourself again and again repeatedly. does he deserve it? isit liable just because you love him? what can you say. love is blind? sorry sista sorry that i have to pop the bubble. love isnt blind but a delusion. it sends you into a state of mind where anything and everything comes into consideration. with such a retarded boyfriend. you still yet give him chances over chances. letting him continue lying to you. breaking promises after promises. i am not getting myself into this. but it hurts just watching. listening. knowing. its like a knife being stabbed into my repeatedly. you sometimes have just NO idea how much you mean to me. doesnt mean i am not your boyfriend i have no rights to love you all the more. friendship is always stronger then a relationship. but you have lost the meaning of relationship already. being played/lied at by a person that take you for granted. what can i do? nothing apsolutely nothing. only to know deep down that you will continue hurting yourself over him. over and over. for a much longer time to come. sadness overwelmed me, but i am not giving in to darkness. not for me but for you. i need to stay strong. to be here whenever you need me.

my hand hurts on a second note =.= zzz shouldnt ounch that board =.= zzz =.= hopefully no one see it =x anot police will come le =x

2010-01-22T03:46:00.003+08:00

a year ago. i did one of the most stupidest retarded nonsensical thing in my life. regretted it forever and ever. and will owe her for the rest of my life. yes i indeed made a girl cry over me. how retarded can that get? immatureness u might say. i would say stupidity. who in the right state of mind would make a girl cry for any? reason. its the worst thing in this world to do. especially when u know you are the reason y.

I couldn't tell the look in her eyes
I'm not another one of her lies
this is the first time we been through
Still I'm here freezing up inside

[Chorus:]
And I try not to walk away but no one is telling me
She's not the one for me
Cause her love is so contagious
It keeps pulling me in
Are we meant to be
I can leave her
right back in the water

I couldn't tell the look in her eyes
All my friends keep telling me now's not the time
But I know
Just the notion of saying hello
Seals my heart and heals me up inside

[Chorus]
And I try not to walk away but no one is telling me
She's not the one for me
Cause her love is so contagious
It keeps pulling me in
Are we meant to be
I can leave her
right back in the water

So we're right back singing
Ooh, Ooh c'mon, ooh, ooh c'mon
I don't wanna walk but there is something that wants me to
Ooh, ooh c'mon, ooh, ooh c'mon
She's the one that's never there
I couldn't tell the look in her eyes
I'm not another one of her lies

[Chorus]
And I try not to walk away but no one is telling me
She's not the one for me
Cause her love is so contagious
It keeps pulling me in
Are we meant to be
I can leave her
right back in the water.

what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do.

2010-01-19T18:40:00.002+08:00

its amazing how love changes a person. it is the 1 thing in the entire world u do not wish or wan or even though u could u would not. hahas. hmmm finished my project le. teacher is happy. since i was the only one in class this morning from 10 to 12. after that rush off to deposit money for a certain someone's rebonding . . . still dont get y the hell u pay 150 bucks for straightening your hair. maybe cause i will never ever straighten my hair bahs. homed and played allot of games after that. AND AND my filet o fish got stolen T.T i put at the table. "my mother said always out ur food outside of ur room anot ants will come" LOOK WAT HAPPEN my filet o fish got infested by ants!!!!!! OK KIDS NEVER LISTEN TO YOUR PARENTS bloody mofo hell. . . pisses me off =.=/.

sharlene is both evil and good. charmaine is both good and evil. wat wat am i talking about =.= same thing here same thing!!!! =P

2010-01-19T01:25:00.002+08:00

i am HAPPPYYYYYY~~~~~~~!!!!!!

ok im done blogging =D

lolx no lars. hmmm well 17 1 10 a special day for my dear brother shawn. hahas marks his first day. see this time can last how long. remember the times u spend together not weeping over the time you are not. =D.

as for me? !!!! happyyyyyyy lalalalalalas. miyuki chan is goodies =D toady is epic fail in the sense of monday. i did my project till 3 am go school present got a scolding =.= literally not good enough. when i actually did something no one else in the whole freaking class did. haish dissapointed. then morning 8 am i RAECHED school for god sakes i first time reach school ON time. why? for a test. end up? 11am test. i zhidao black face whole lesson. hahas nothing else le lor the test also so easy =.= z z z nighty nights ppl.

2010-01-18T11:27:00.006+08:00

"And I try to walk away but I keep telling myself
She's the one for me'
Cause her love is so contagious
It keeps pulling me in
We were meant to be
And I can't leave her
We're right back in the water
Right Back in the water..."

bored as hell in school atleast i got my music to accompany me. i came to school at 8am 8AM!!!! fking hell i thought got test so come early end up test at 11am. if i know i 11am then come better. test end up 1 piece of paper only . . . chicken pie duck backside. easy like hell =.=

hmmm after this got presentation. then can go home le. my other lesson teacher left for reservice. so literally holiday mood le.

in need of money le . . . many gifts to buy.

"Has anybody ever felt this way
Has anybody been ripped apart
Anybody give everything to the one they love
Am I the only one left behind
Am I the only one who hates goodbyes
God I know this can't go on forever"

2010-01-13T17:57:00.004+08:00

kiseki. amazing right the mv =DD

hmmm today is wednesday gonna be thursday soon. so my dear brother is gonna go ns le. good luck keith. he plans to go ns and study for o levels while in there so when he comes out he goes straight to poly. well i support him anyway how. will always be there for a good brother like him. =D.

angela and yin xin. both didnt do too well too. but doesnt matter u have tried your best. all that can be done had already be done. all you can do now is look forward and strive harder.

dennis mai emo le lah!!!! hahas. this post going out to u. no jae form get one no points get one. no life get one!!!! good luck man.

nicole chan mai depress le. atleast u got a corse in SIM? >.< wrinkles ="x" tsk ="P." estelle =".="" bitch =".="" down ="x">

amended my blog. sorry if i made a person cry watashiwa gomenasai aiiki chan.

2010-01-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

argh frustrated totally. how life can screw u up in just seconds or minutes. how people speak words so lightly that can effect another persons life so dramatically. so undeniably cruel this world sometimes can get. not easy to speak a lie so easy to speak the truth. yet no one wans to listen to the truth. they rather listen to the lie and take it as the truth. sadly yet the ugly truth is never meant to be nice. niether will the lie some like the truth when one finds out its a lie all along. so yet people lie like its the truth. an everyday act it has become how friendship is torn apart. how relationships are tormented just because of the truth of a lied said before. so yet do u still lie or are u saying the truth???

2010-01-06T11:52:00.002+08:00

6th of january 2010. so fast a year has past. school reopened 2 days ago. but lazy me am lazy to go to school. so yeah first day of school 6th of january hahas! hmm post this entry at school. using shawn's lappy. sunday going for buffet lunch at ehub anyone wanna come? let me know ya!~_~

well posted le nothing much to say. right eggplants and guys doing hip roll is sooooooo =.=llllllll

lolx
@_@

2010-01-03T02:21:00.003+08:00

apolodgise to nicole for saying tae yang sucks and his music is lousy. . .

hmmm outing today at vivo with a huge group of old cvss peeps. and a couple of new faces.

reached serangoon at 11 30 and no one was there till i found dennis 15 mins later.

slacked there till 12+ headed off to vivo with half the total amount of ppl. slacked enjoyed had fun. peeps went to play water. totally skip that . . . i am no water outside in public. hahas.

slacked at arcade forawhile. played arcade games. approx time spent. headed to find them at the water area. saw a new face again . . . surprisingly enjoy same type of music taste =P rare nowsadays. also the love to take pictures. =P hahas nono if i go after her sharlene will kill me. hahas. ill pass a good friend is good enough le hahas. hmmmmmm then slacked watched alvin and the chipmunks. FRONT row. i sleep there like my bed at home. hahas.

slacked awhile said bye to sharlene and peeps. headed to clarke quay with abi and some other peeps. said bye to her later on. as she alighted at dhoby to go find her friends =.= omgz man i wanted to slack even later only 8+ so early go home like so omgz =.=.

reached homed change shirt change shoe grab bike. out i go. home around 12? i think.

slacked msned chit chat spam dennish fb account. thats about all today.

nights ppl i will not be sleeping i think. HAHAS

2009-12-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

how to describe this feeling of agony. hurt. lost. frustrated.

hmmm bored will be bored and alone seems for an eternity.

today is monday. went fishing just now. wasnt even fishing at all. mind was totally crowded with thoughts. thoughts of you.

i dont know. . . i haven felt or am this way since *ahem*. hmmm hahas 17 this year of '09 will be 18 soon next year. many things to do. 1 drink a shit lot and get wasted. 2 get a car. 3 be happy being 18.

ite starting already. so shag to go back to school. totally not interested in studying at all. i dont even know wat i want to do in my life . . . i need a motive a goal a future, that includes hopefully you in it.

you said "now nope, but future hard to say."
im looking forward to that future

2009-12-25T11:08:00.004+08:00

friday friday friday. 25th of december!!!!!!! ITS CHRISTMAS. hahas. hmmm thursday went out with angelia, samuel, farhan, jun jie, shawn, bao ying and me. headed to vivo around 6+ checked movie timings. totally no seats at all. thus headed to city hall/ suntec city galang galang. there got movie. luckily didnt go for avatar. anot i will die. front row. stretch next. 3 hours. equals death. lmao! so ended up watching alvin and the chipmunks 2. =D nice show though. after that slack angelia and peeps homed. somehow or another bumbed into them at the city hall mrt station. after they left half an hour before. hahas! shawn homed via bus. atleast he no need worry no bus hahas. headed to pasir ris. send bao ying home. thus capped down to cp meetep with cjm and angelia. walk half way with angelia and cjm to her house. headed off to yin xin house. jun jie and angela was there. totally SHAG!!!! slack there TALK TALK TALK TALK TALK TALK TALK all the way to like 6 am? lmao then homed. half way through rushed home to take lappy and bike. then back to her house. hahas! well atleast christmas eve was fun. lmao!!!! now is friday le. i think i mentioned that 3 times!!! hahas. later on headed to aunts house having a whole family gathering. hahas!

and and my best christmas eve present. my gears and parts from CRC is HERE!!!!! =D pictures below.
opening up.
the one.
"the one" out of the bag.
how it looks like. its DAMM comfortable.
with my googles.
side view.
avid elixir R disc brake with rotor
closer look.
caliper.
leaver and caliper.

ok thats all for today =D. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE =D

2009-12-14T02:32:00.002+08:00

well abit of a update. friday last day of school le. yet i have a test. then i got a project then i need to stay back. and i ahve not slept a wink since thursday =.= super tired. reached home rest atleast i got to rest. till angelia and company decide to go out. totally a waste of time going out =.= cant decide where to go nor wat to do. wasted 4 hours like that . . . hahas nvm atleast get to hang out with one another. =D.

saturday i slept till lets see 7 am? when i slept at 3! =D power man. head off to coloseum at iluma bugis. go there for the black shot competition. an online game. play play play. until 1+ heading home. and a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to shan shan. yeah so headed home reached home aroun 3? ate my grand ma porridge YUM YUM!~~~. 4 40 headed off to compass point meet abi. headed to amk via bus. didnt know from cp can go amk by bus sia . . . hahas. talked allot. catched a movie "couple retreat" not bad of a show. but never liked it "shsssh" dont tell abi =P. hahas! before that dinnered. ate pepper lunch =x she said it reminded her of *ahem* hahas!. hmmm after that bused to her house. then i homed. reached home bought supper. yum yum. had milo. now infront of comp playing some games. holidays is upon me. 3 weeks i am busy literally with school. wat a holiday =.=. atleast i finally bought my gear for my bike. =D happy~~~.

love is never love. like is never like. which is harder? love or like?

2009-12-11T15:29:00.003+08:00

this lady right here deserves credit rather then bullshit.

bored hahas. got new contacts btw blue . . . its really really uncomfortable to put on . . . it moves by itself =.= so its like damm blur each them i blink my eyes lmao. school is OVER! 3 weeks break. 2 weeks busy.1 week left. school reopen. life repeats agin agin agin.

HERE WE GO AGAIN.

2009-12-05T22:59:00.003+08:00

Well at least finally got things to update about. totally sick. got a bad bad infection at my throat. started around monday totally speach less on thursday. so went to see a doctor got 2 days mc for thursday and friday. today is saturday. totally rot at home sleeping. enjoying life as it is sometimes is good.

well at night my bike arrived. sadly wasnt there to thank justin for the bike cause was out for dinner. charmaine last minute booking for dinner at compasspoint. HAHAS. hilarious to catch up with good friends on anything about life. also got book on monday for a movie by angelia =P. gonna watch new moon twice. well not bad show so why not? hahas.

pictures below on my new bike.

also finally cut and dye my hair. G-Dragon-alike-hairstyle. deep purple hair colour. =DDD free dyeing from my school's hair design students. they having exams hahas. so free colouring. why not? hahas. turn out alright but what can you expect from "hair stylist" to bes.

Shimano XT Brake.
Sram X-9 Shifter.

Shimano Saint Brake Caliper.
Hope Pro II Hub.
Hope Pro II Hub.
Handle Bar.
Rock Shox Pike, Fork.
Rock Show Bar, Rear Shox.
Full Bike.

2009-11-24T04:17:00.001+08:00

new love song. top is seriously a hearttrop in big Bang other then Gdragon. lmao nothing much to update. totally down with fever today. i mean monday. now tuesday no school got mc =D hahas. lalalas nothing much to update le . . . right right before i forget. i wan get a dollfie =D and a dslr soon. my christmas present to myself =D a dollfie and a dslr =D

2009-11-23T00:12:00.003+08:00

sunday's ANIME FESTIVAL ASIA. there with shawn poh some pics here. dowan to blog to much on it. saw kaname no.1 cosplayer. slack around walk around. take pictures here and there. homed. thats about it. =D nights everyone.

2009-11-21T21:38:00.002+08:00

back back. long time no blog le. got tings to blog le so gonna blog.

hmmm yesterday is friday. today is saturday tomorrow is sunday.
friday go school went into classroom look around saw teacher. and no one else. i LAUGHED so HARD!!!!! i thought i was late but guess wat im not =DDDD HAHAHAHAHAHAS. awhile later some others came. after first lesson. cher say P.E. lesson canceled. so nothing to do. the reminder rest of us go play basketball. play until started raining. so homed. on the way back taking the bus met carter and alan. alan reminded me of something so important i forgotten about it =.= tonight was prom night =.= i went omg. as i hardly slept the day before i wanted to sleep at home today as saturday and sunday got AFA but ops my bad =X so prepared to go prom at my secondary school. slack slack slack met up with a few others later on outside school. then head in. met up with ex classmates and friends. 5+ started so headed up. dinner was . . . omgz for 10 bucks i paid i ate literally only laksa =.= lmao!!! sit down and started chating with everyone. took plentyful photos with abigail aka queen of camwhores. lmao!!!!! headed to my ex classmates tables and chit chated. i do not wan to elaborate much on the prom dance. but wat i can say some chair broke some table broke and some gay stripper on stage . . . and EVERYONE was going CRAZY. ming xiang was like . . . on extacy or something he jumped non stop. then we have some other classes making a freaking long human jumping snake. aftermath of the party and stuff it gets emotional as teachers wished farewell till the day everyone had to come back to get their results. after that i jj yx and angela head to my house to slack awhile. then to yx house play mahjong. omgz man =.= 1 whole night from like 11pm to 7 am we played mahjong . . . holy crap . . . so SHAGGED after that. homed around 9am played blackshot awhile till 11am then KOON AH!!!! was woken uped at 5 21pm later one by somebody's sms regarding them getting a new camera. HAHAS =PPP blehs. was so like . . . dreamy i didnt know wat to reply. then my mother come in with a mob i nearly screamed =.=lll thought she was gonna mob me to wake up =.= i jumped out and headed to the toilet. hahas.

well then slack all the way till now. tml heading to AFA/ Anime Festival ASIA!!!!! WHOOOHOOO!!!!!!!! my turn to spam whore photos =P.

2009-11-15T16:23:00.001+08:00

I'm so sorry, but i love you.

2009-11-09T22:29:00.003+08:00

i like this song even though its old the lyrics are nice =D.

small update. hahas. nothing much happening lehs . . .. nothing to blog wor . . . life been alright leh. no news or updates to my life. right now in a business company. no 17 is not too young to start earning money. with the right mindset and a not greedy heart. Why not? glad to have the support of my parents. hopefully the business can give me a good income. then mother no need everyday scrim and save le. yeah i got a rich greedy shitty dad non-the-less. but im content. im content with wat i have now. or might actually have. feelings have not changed for you. maybe you been wondering. but im just staying low. queit not wanting to add on to ur frustration depression. =D smilez thats me.

2009-11-06T22:24:00.002+08:00

hahas. back today. update abit. school started and my mountain biking also started. every sunday 8 to 12 i will go biking. wat kind? those kind that go down a mountain and avoid hard corners at high speeds. so yead dangerous? hahas i already injured my knee =D. freaking awesome the andrenaline rush and all the fun i get out of it. yeah shaun is siao thats my name shaun S"IC"K HAHAS!!!!

yeah and those that know and those that dont know. my custom earpiece cracked =.= yes 16 days of usuage of no dropping onto the floor no knocking and 100% taken good car of. crack . . . no pictures on that. already too huge to bare. went down to jaben and release abit of stress. and seriously now i know how gilbert feel. totally bullshit from them.

bought big bang cd . . . CHARMAINE!!!!!! ~.~ all ur fault =PPP HAHAHAHAS.

helena u want??? HAHAS =D

ok small update. just have stock on 1 only 1 piece of seagate 500gb portable hardisk. going for 100.
pic of the box haven open.
500gb.

ok stocks on the WDC portable hardisk came. 320gb 4 pieces. working BRAND NEW IN BOX. going for 70 per piece.
carton of the box
5 pieces. 1 i take =P
the box. sealed
the hardisk out of the box.
the hardisk. simple black.
320gb hardisk space.

let me know via msn at lolcrazy@hotmail.com or call me at 97113383. spread the word i got more coming in. and yes only black at the moment.

2009-10-31T20:22:00.002+08:00

Today. go watch this is it by Michael Jackson with mama. bought allot of shit . . . only 2 jewel today HAHAS.
The cd. THIS IS IT.
this freaking disc cost 40 bucks . . .
more pics for a 40 bucks disc.
Heart + hole = Heartbreaker
impressed with the disc.

2009-10-31T20:11:00.003+08:00

grand ma came back from paris today. bought many gifts hahas.
Chocolate very very expensive chocolate

A very expensive carrier.
Look at that plastic bag the 9 letter word.
Unvealing the product inside.

HAHAS u thought it was that small???!!!! HAHAS. happy now charmaine??? =D

2009-10-31T01:47:00.000+08:00

heartbreaker-G-D

grasshopper dance =D

2009-10-31T01:12:00.000+08:00

let me hear your voice-BigBang

Let.
Me.
Hear.
Your.
Voice.

Again . . .

2009-10-28T14:37:00.003+08:00

HEAR YE HEAR YE

selling western digital portable hard disk (passport essential)
size: 2.5"
hard disk size: 320gb (may be able to get 500gb)
price: 70 (simlim selling 140)
colours: Black, Blue, Green, Red, Silver and White.

sms me at 97113383 if you wan one. 1 year personal warranty from me. anything happen come to me. no receipt is issued but i will note down date of purchase in my own registry.

small business =D lelong lelong

hahasa ok small update. i have no money. so need money =D thats about it. hahas end of update.

2009-10-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

weeeee ^^^^^^^^^^^ this is gonna be my bike. yes 2.6k =.= omgz
this is gonna be my car ^^^^^^ im screwed.
this is gonna be my amp . . . i know i know rich arse.

if can get this amp i will fly in the sksy show u 8k amplifier. ^^^^^

2009-10-21T01:11:00.005+08:00

Today is helena's bday =D last minute arrangement to go out and party. lets let the pictures do the talking damm tired now hahas maybe post tml on it bah.
cake
massacre of The Cake
She Likes the cake =D
Epicly OLD camera that can do wonders a digital cam cant.
HE finally comes and FINALLY pays up =D
cam whorer took over my cam.
SAMUEL the couging one
group pic
doesnt mean no dslr doesnt mean lousy pic
candle lits
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to helena
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU =D

KOONZ AH!!!!!

2009-10-17T01:10:00.001+08:00

i like this song. totally explains how i met you.

2009-10-16T21:51:00.003+08:00

hey hey you you i wanna kill you. yeah yeah yeah yeah i love doin it.
you cant stop me. i will kill youuuuuuu.

bored sia. school reopened le. everyday slack lars. nothign to do lor. wat to do eh.
anyone notice i end each sentence with a singaporean word? its to make us ""unique"" lmao. today is friday. reminds me of angelia =P lmao. school start 8 DRAG my dead/still alive body out of bed/coffin. superbly massive traffic jam. so got a reason to be late for school. all the more should be late. but im not the latest =.= lmao. end school at 11. then need build the aeroplan sooooo go build the aeroplane lor. finish around 2+ hao siong sms me go watch phobia2. problem lies that. he didnt tell me ANY details. until i asked him =.= end up 2 person going. sua i dowan go liao. RING RING "marcus u there?" jio him bring me around. knn go to ang mo kio from punggol. then go kovan/hougang area. then to sengkang. then go back punggol. GOOD 4 hour ride. hehex. sibei lots of jokes and nonsence. and lots of eye opening stuffs. =.= my bike is like getting more and more expensive day by day =.= now considering whether or not to buy a bike.

ok enough of talking about my life. how about some pictures? visited carshow 09 with tar yee about a week ago. some teaser photos. trust me to upload all onto blogger is like suicide.

my car in a year time =P
superbly pimped up rear music system.
whoever that dono this logo i will kill them.
WHICH CAR SHOW IS A CAR SHOW WITHOUT THE BABES!!!!!!

=D cya all take care all. live young, play young and most of all die young. =)

2009-10-06T15:01:00.001+08:00

wow they found a HUGE error in my scores. my gpa now 2.875. . . wow wow wow. flying off building soon. really really screwed up liao. 2 b 1 c. wtf man wtf . . .

2009-09-29T07:14:00.003+08:00

feel so happy hahas. for 1 night. 1 night only she was my gf. lolx ridiculous indeed. yet happy no matter what. well when to jaben today. work like dog again hahas. after work 9 le. uncle wilson finally came back from his business trip and brought back many presents. so many nice amps to try out. and surprisingly good. after work off to pasir ris to join corinne's class chalet. didnt wanted to crash it as kinda pai seh. none the less her class is cool about me hanging out as by the time i reach there majority left and there is no food left. today no appetite didnt eat much. slack with corinne. talk allot today lmao. so many problems. yet cant solve. 12+ sean/xuebin came. seriously he is the bringer of joy and laughter. and he accepts the fact that he is stupid. yet understands what i meant by stupid. real friend indeed. well crapped more after he arrived. 2+ i think we go lan or something . . . lmao i dont remember as the lan is super fked up lmao. after that walked from elias to white sands macdonald and rot. more problems were brought up. well i cant say what as people have their privacy. but still hardly any were solved as persoonal attitude came into play. being hard headed sometimes lead to bad choices and will lead to mistakes in life. well camwhore abit here. pics below. off to bed le . . . 7 32 am. later 4+ need go find corinne at white sands. anyone wanna join me???
the all mighty call to xue bin's worried mum
SLACK
SLACK
SLACK
epic photo
talking about problems
dream dream dream
slack slack slack
he wanted to kill me
eat eat eat lmao

2009-09-22T01:56:00.003+08:00

for all the things i done. im happy to atleast got to know you. i will not leave this time. i will stay put. and big thanks to all my friends. charmaine, helena, jun ming, elyvn, marcus and jane. all of u. thank you. im happy to have such friends. those that care for you when you are in need. and yes i will not leave, i will not be a bastard again. corinne even though we cant be together. since friends is all you need. all you ever want. i will be a friend. a friend i hope you can continue to trust. i am smiling again. knowing so much. knowing that all i need is friends. and yes friends is all i want and need. having good friends that i can trust. means the world to me.

catched the ugly truth today with helena and jun ming. and wow its really . . . WOW show. guys watch out of your gf. if she watched the show. be really careful of your action. she might know the real meaning and u might just die. hahahahas. they show is nc16. i think deserve a m18 . . . lmao!!!

well atleast helena was a joy. she made both me and jun ming happier. i think. even though i was literally moody half of it. i still did my best to be myself. the one that all of you peeps know. happy cheerful never emo guy. hahas.

2009-09-20T04:47:00.002+08:00

sorry for saying all that about/to you. really sorry. i will be just a friend then. not gonna bother much. or at least as possible. since you are literally the only thing that is on my mind. well life is like that. sometimes you just cant have everything you want. well i do not know what you want anymore. neither do i know wat i want anymore. lost yes really lost. atleast i now have my cousin nin my house/room. anot i guess will be 24/7 emo cutting myself liao.

2009-09-15T02:51:00.002+08:00

everytime she says thing saobut her boyfriend. it hurts me. each time her boyfriend did sometime wrong. it hurts me. each time friends try to help her. it hurts me. y? cause no one can. no one can help her. it hurts me just typing this out. how much it would hurt her if she sees this. how she would react to things i would say. how much pain and suffering that i will put her through. is helping someone so hard? is just saying heh forget about him. easy? i want to. but i just cant. jun ming u are the only one that knows. pls dont tell her. if you do ever tell her. i will just kill myself. it hurts me to see her like this. not to see her after her break up. how much she would change over time. whether she listens to what i say and agree to it. how it would effects how she look at guys. whether or not she will ever get a boyfriend, again. what would happen a few years down the road? 18 now 19 next 20 later. how much problems will come and go. how it will be solved? i dont know. and even if i know i cant help you at all. listening is all i can do? i want to do more. yet have no rights to. all i can say is take care of urself. one day if i am no longer here. no longer able to help u. assuming listening to u is all u need. few days time it will be ur special 100 days u are so looking forward to. is that really what u think? is celebrating ur 100th day all so happy when both of u dont trust each other at all? just because he is caring. over caring. protective. u will not mind? u will accept the fiction and not the fact? well if there is something i can do at all. i will do it. as u are more then a
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2009-09-11T00:40:00.003+08:00

well holiday started liao. today is thursday. nothing much today bah. nothing interesting le. blog is emant to post what u feel internally. but sadly i cant post what i really feel here. not here not now not ever. sometimes the wrong thigns i post cna lead to the wrong things to happen. today go to sim lim square with marcus. he bought a new game. actually 3 as its 3in1. after that home le. chit chatted with her. sometimes i wonder if i am gone. if i am no longer there. what will happen to u. fear is engulfing me . . . too much negative thoughts filled my mind. the least i need is to hear u drink ur problems away.

help me someone. . . i really need a listening ear that is not her sometimes. . . can someone be the same as her?. . . god . . . gosh . . . im lost . . .

2009-09-10T02:57:00.002+08:00

exams are over holidays are here. 1 month holiday cut into 4 days. rest will be spent on work hahas. nothing much to day tml meaning today will be off to watch movie with guys. long didnt hang out with my friends le. nothing much to post liao. im still waiting for my live wires 3 to come. apparently mine will be in the next batch. first person on the list. cant wait. btw guys u can come find me at my work place at JABEN, the adelphi 4th floor. we sell almost all kinds of earphones headphones and amps. =D nighty nights.

fate brought us together, destiny can tear us apart. quoted from a book.

2009-09-08T11:25:00.002+08:00

a quick post before i leave house for study room again. well nothing much just that i totally ACED one of my exams now need to chiong my other subject. well plan for study room like at 10 today. apparently corinne cant make it. still dare say can can hahas call her at 8 like totally asleep the sound greeted me. then i knew i can go back to sleep le hahas. meeting her around 12. studying till 8 today. GG hahas. okok come back then blog bah.

back home from a day at the study room. thought everything will be ok. and frankly ppl have patience too ok? not only you have a temper to throw hor. think i wat not happy fuck with me ah? nabei i also human also hor dont forget. everyday please you please you please you. dont please you u throw temper liek some 5 year old mama boy. or easier said u are fuking kid la ok. pissed off by that dick head. cant take jokes then dont hang with me la. everytime go study u can fuck up wan go arcade wan play play play. wan paly so much go find some girl that let u play her la ok.

tml exam liao still got time go play. you think u only wan with stress. sorry to corinne and xue bin if u 2 actually read this. not u all fault all my fault correct liao.

2009-09-06T00:58:00.003+08:00

what if one day i have to leave you? what if everything that i did with you, you have to forget. what if we are seperated by this wall this thin transperent line. that seperates us a mile yet less then a centimeter away. what if?

now really really really worried liaos. dono wats happening. and hate not knowing wats happening. cant stand this feeling of loneliness. denial of any knowledge of the surrounding. if i can help someone i would gladly help. if i cant help anyone i rather kill myself. i have friends all around me. when i need them they are not the first to appear. when they need me i would suddenly be the center of gravity. pulling them towards me more and more. and like the north and south pole reflecting each other. exams are next week. had been studying non stop as much as i could. dpa is all that is in my brian now. other then that small part of depression amounting inside of me. stress leads a person to have a mood swing.

hope u are better and would be able to open up. if its something that has anything that have to do with me. feel free to scold me. i rather getting scolded repremented or deprived of then to lose a friend. nothing is in my brain now. for once in my life. its just you . . .

2009-09-05T01:06:00.005+08:00

some times i really wish i had a good camera. haish. today is friday =D. still can remember angelia and her crazy times saying this is friday dono how many million times. hahas. well today nothing much happened. when out with xuebin and corinne. planned to study today but shawn couldnt make it at 5 for the study period. he had a date with his gundam p.o.d that he cant miss. so slept till like 1pm today. nuaed around then go bathed then off i go to pasir ris. played sanguo like yeah i played sanguo. xuebin came after awhile. and yeah he finally got to played this ripples hahas. its fun annoying him with the word "ripples" hahas. 4 30 left the arcade and head off to changi east road sunhaven condo. and trust me condos security guards are getting abit overboard =.=" went into this study room where u need a card to enter and a card to exit . . . sounds retarded but thats the way it works . . . so studied from 5 till 8. head off to tampines for g force. damm cute show i would say i give 3.5/10 cause the story line no meaning but show is great. sent corinne back home to tampines lawls yes tampines lmao! then took 27 home. and to my astonishments 11pm the 27 bus is actually JAM PACKED. lolx man like woah!!! hahas. and i muse t give a big HIGH FIVE to xuebin for becoming my man today hahas!!!! ni mei bian le wo men is team de HAHAS! bought some new clothes yesterday. so wore them out today. and my hat actually fits corinne better then me. lmao!
this is corinne xD my hat looks nicer on her then me =.=
black and white is nice hahas

2009-08-31T01:34:00.002+08:00

Was tlakign on msn so attentive that i flew off my chair onto the floor . . . omgz pain pain pain hahas. friends are there for a reason. if there is no friends in ur life u will feel lost. tired of living. and most of all friends will not be friends. so tehre is no reason y u should not treat random ppl as ur friends. as long as there is a bond between them friendship is created. and there you have it a friend =D should be going back to my secondary school tml. which is later on. then to airport for a mini study session. then i dono possible anot to fishing at night till tuesday morning =D

2009-08-30T17:17:00.001+08:00

HAWT!!!

this is y band slam is god damm nice show!!!

2009-08-30T02:32:00.002+08:00

hahas today is wat saturday? i posting on sunday since i am not sleeping yet hahas. well owed jun ming for the gym so 10 30 woke up and head off to the gym. pia gym like mad. home around 12? my aunty came over early hahas, they hired a new maid. nto bad the maid speak english the last one didnt know how to hahas. then around 4 head of the jaben, as i need to exchange my spoilt earpiece. was disspointed to know that the stocks that was meant to come today didnt arrive. so head of to clementi to meet xuebin aka sean then playing arcade meanwhile waiting for yukihoshi aka shawn. yes 3 diff types of shawn-shaun-sean are friends. then headed off to nus ucc was surprised by how we found the place hahas. it had a big sign board Universal Culculral Centre sign board and the taxi driver can actually missed the turn in . . . and he still showed off he knew the place =.= right!~ so reached there greeted yi zhe the bassist cum viola cum violin. WAS such a great performance. rating it 5/5 and will go for next year show hahas. some picture below. adter the show crapped around with sean. then homed apparently missing the last train home =.= so go all the way to pasir ris then cab home =.= god i am really really broke . . .

p.s for the lowsy quality, and the obstruction of the stupid guards really pissed me off =.= i see ppl using dslr and take photos they dont bother them i use hp no flash come bother me kns sia =.=

and gal relax man u need a listening ear. here i am =D and thanks jie for all the things u help me with =D one day treat u sushi bufffet ;) hahas and to my 2 ite friends thanks lots. i suddenly feel so blessed in this world . . .

gal SMILE

2009-08-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

hahas back 1 day later hahas. well quite complicated and pack day today =D. when to school for a test i slept at 3 studying for the test and my mum woke me up at 6. y? "i wake u up early is so that u wont be late and i wan to go early to school for breakfast" my test starts at 9 =.= GOD!

after the test slack around with shawn. found out some stuff from himhahas. well he's single now. wow? so thats y he didnt go to school last week. hahas. well tlaked chit chat personel stuff overall stuff etc etc. supposed to go gym with jm at 2 i changed it to 6 then i cancel it SORRY JM!!!! well met up with corinne. like FINALLY!!!! lmao! hung out chit chat allot of private stuff relationship stuff etc etc standard hanging out. shawn and her click REAL fast. hahas! so decided to catch a movie later on hahas. caught band slam i TOTALLY recomend it TO ANYONE. i envy the lead actor =.= dammmmmmm.

well thats today post hahas.
hmmmm in a relationship its 2 ways. if 1 side is unhappy the other side is unhappy to. if 1 side is happy the other side is happy to. when one side decides on something and the other side do not. problems occur. when both party cant work out on the problem/matter. the end up hurting each other. and vice versa. if both side trust each other, nothing will stop them from hurting each other. but love each other even more. ina relationship nothing is right nothing is wrong. =D good luck to all couples out there.

2009-08-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm today is thursday. well nothing much just that i woke up LATE again =.= omgz really i cant continue sleeping at 3 waking up at 7~9 it will kill me sooner or later. so SLOWLY take my time from 8 to 9 since class started at 8 and i woke up at 8 sooo better late then never =D hahas. so reached school slack around. then eat breakfast. 3 bucks breakfast so yummy. hahas, and milo taste nice in the morning. my WOODYS 1 SPOILTED!!!! omgz my earpiece spoilt. haix haix haix haix haix sian ah. after school like wat 3 oclock of totally nonsensical bullsh*t from mrs ong. i just totally dont get her at all. 1 min any questions ask me. next min u ask her question she will reply with a bad attitude "CHECK UR BOOK LA!" =.= macham stupid la. haish then after school go pasir ris play zone X hahas. play sango play a few games then off to maximum tune 3 after awhile. then i forget to take my watch. hahas. called them later on at night, da ge said he got my watch ask em tml go down collect. lmao. well nothing much le bah . . . yeah tlaked to a friend for a VERY VERY VERY long time. hahas neck pain ouch =P hahas. chit chat about life relationship and studies. didnt had such a nice conversasion for a VERY VERY long time. since charmaine hahas. jie clal me chit chat sometimes ya? ^.^. well good night ppl i just got off the phone =.= wow since 9+? i think lmao. tml i mean today got test from 9 to 11 then i need to jaben change my earpiece then i need go pasir ris collect my watch then i think go bugis slack. i think lmao. commited to the flying competition and also need to find a part time job. many things to buy little time.

2009-08-25T20:06:00.004+08:00

new singer Steve Appleton. we will be seeing more of him soon hahas. very catchy song =D

another video of steve. didnt know guys can get picked uped lmao!

2009-08-23T01:45:00.007+08:00

ATTENTION ALL. 29TH OF AUGUST 2009. MY FRIEND'S CONCERT WILL BE HELD AT NUS UCC. ITS A JAZZBAND PERFORMANCE ARRANGED BY ISKANDAR ISMAIL. ITS A FULL SIZE JAZZ BAND SO SONGS WILL BE ALL JAZZ. ITS 12 BUCKS FOR A TICKET FREE SEATING. DO LEAVE A TAG IF U 100% IS GOING. IT STARTS AT 8PM ENDS AROUDN 10?.

chiong like some mad dog today hahas. thanks jm for the accompany. gonna start slimming down liao hahas will be going for runs everyday

2009-08-22T00:41:00.002+08:00

living with out a choice. without love. without freedom. wat if you had to end your life to save another? would you gladly accept fate? or fight againts destiny.

hahas so sian now lehs. also nothing much to report/blog here. hmmmm yeah i flunk my culculus test today, as i unintentionally slept during the culculus lesson. i like had a black out. from 10 to 12 is culculus from 11 to 12 i had no clue wat was i doing. when i woke up due to my friends banging of the table. i was shocked like totally as test was already over. so flunk it =.= lmao. hmmm yeah 28 august have to go back school. teacher's day celebration. wreaking havoc FTW. hope to see some friends there =D

2009-08-20T22:31:00.002+08:00

slack sia these few days. have liek 2 days break from school like whew hahas. wednesday no need go school. why? cause i handed up every single assignment/jobsheets/projects liao. so no need go. tar yee thus foudn the opportunity to bother me lmao! not saying it was a bad thing but waking up at 11 is kinda early dont u think? god he dont sleep one that tar yee =.= lmao! today morning had a fever. so decided not go school and slept at home tilla round 9? after waking up at 7 by mr tar yee. dragged me to cp eat breakfast my breakfast cost liek $9.55 . . . dono how count till 9.55 =.= godsss slack around cp awhile. then headed off home. taryee is officially addicted to blackshot. fufufu lmao! he treat me to 2 cherry prepaid cards THANKS. played funned joked slacked. 5+ head to pasir ris play arcade awhile. chit chat slack buy mum's dinner and homed. on the way home. i decided to buy water so i put in 1.70 into the machine then my money that i put in came out. i pressed the code for the coke nothing happened. tar yee press the eject money button. another 1 70 came out lmao!!!! was like the joke of century. thus we spent another 15 mins trying to get more money out HAHAS!!!! ended up with 3 40 off to 7 eleven buy super big gulp to share. EPIC man. so long ppl =D

2009-08-19T22:06:00.001+08:00

swap the pictures hahas hayley is so HAWT!!!! T_T

2009-08-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

how does it feel when your best most trusted person literally betray you or maybe not even unintentionally betray you? how does it freakingly feel? seriously what the F is wrong with you? first u stood your cousin up? on his birthday? next u act all smart and goofy. ooo sorry i need to finish my school project from 11 am till 6pm? wow what a project. then whats next u dowan to pay back what you owe? everyone knows how freaking rich you are la ok? mercedes dad. yeah yeah read this shit its about YOU. i dowan to say names but people close to me will know who the hell you are. what shit man your gf bought u a n97? then return that 110 bucks you owe la. u think i am richer then you? open your god damm eyes you dont even go to work. act all stupid and dumb deep inside your some sadistic minded dude that only cares about himself and find every means to get what you wan.

nothing much to say la hor? O$P$

2009-08-16T16:19:00.000+08:00

I LOST MY WALLET

2009-08-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

happy bday to me 11th of august =D im 17

2009-08-09T02:34:00.002+08:00

well today is 8/8/09 hahas celebrated at this smae date last year 08/08/08 hahas. wats the occasion? well its my bday hahas. but but!!! its on 11/08 sooo i celebrate in advance as it willb e anther 4 years then will fall on the week ends. hahas. yeah so called up some peeps see who wans to go. keith and elvyn super dissapointed in them. shall no dwell on the past le. whats the past is the past cant change liao. so charmaine helena shawn jun ming and jun jie are the peeps that keeps their words. freakign fed up with the movie. cant decide timing and venue etc etc. not really well planned cant blame me i am too tired =.= anyways so go to plaza sing for the show at 6. watched "up" hahas. well touching and funny show. nothing much about it. will totally enjoy gi joe more. i think. hahas. i spent 100 bucks today =.= fantastically weird i can figure out where 70 went to but cant forget where the other 30 went to hahas. so yeah happy bday shaun ua re officially 17 . . . in 2 days time and and 1 more year closer to getting a car. and many more things when u are 18 shaun. yippe hahas. well cya around peeps. and thanks to all the ppl that turn up today. totally enjoyed myself with all the laughter. =D

2009-08-05T18:25:00.002+08:00

finally shawn and i shaun finally like after 7 months got to hang out together wat a sucess =.= EPIC FAILED!!!!! lolx yeah finished school we stayed this time =.= off to jaben listen to the JH13PRO omgz my ears melted while listening to them imagine listening to a earpiece yada yada. then when u put on the JH13PRO everything changed. u hear the singer licking her lips =.= u hear ppl in the background the drummers thumping on the bass before the bass sound. everything came to life. lolx. yeah then off to ion at orchard. trust me that place is worse then a maze =.= how many god damm elevators can they have on 1 floor . . . lolx i counted like 7 . . . lmao!!! didnt take much pic only the outside inside is too messy and crowded . . . lmao

some pics for the day
celebrating my bday soon hahas hope my friends would turn up

2009-08-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

i got a feeling

2009-07-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

life'sa bore now. school's becoming more of a drag it used to be. i thought changing would be better. but no it makes things worse. y does bad/worse things happen to me. i do not know y. . . haish just my luck maybe? or isit that being intelligent a stupid thing? self provocations. self denial. self hatred.

2009-07-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

i just realised my social ring is shrinking drasticly . . . friends are becoming strangers. classmates are unjustified and against me . . . wow. seems like slacking at home gonna be a hobby already . . . responsibilities. respect. and trust. i got no friends with all 3 . . .

2009-07-25T00:11:00.004+08:00

totally have a FUCKING fun day today hahas. when to jaben from 3pm to 9pm and god i wan to repeat today again!

got to tried sennheiser HD650 with CRYSTAL CABLES!!!!!
got to tried GRADO's PS-1!!!!!
GOT TO TRIED SONY R-10!!!! OMGZ THE WORLD'S BEST DYNAMIC DRIVER HEADPHONES
faints at the sight of the sony r-10r-10!!!

hahas. met and chit chatted with many ppl there. had a lucky draw and many many laughs there. never had so much laughs for a long long time. really helped with my emotional state right now. so happy me. lolx. then bad thing happen. when all the way to pasir ris. since nothing at bugis when to the arcade. saw her. u know wats the even worse thing. offered to accompany her off but yet. her bf was outside waiting for her. was totally . . . how to say embarrassed. SAD

2009-07-23T23:26:00.001+08:00

3 words.
simple as that.
i hate myself.

2009-07-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

this is bad this is real bad . . . what have i got myself into this time . . . i cant stop myself . . . its just uncontrolable . . . how? how? how? . . .

2009-07-20T00:39:00.002+08:00

y do guys think so much do so much and yet not get noticed one bit. is being frank honest or being honest frank? will tomorrow come first or the future? how is one thing the other and yet the other that it is this. one action leads to another. is asking u leading to something good or bad? is making a decision good or bad? will it affect the ppl around us or because of the ppl around affecting us?

i do not know wats going on anymore. i of all ppl have stop thinking. it feels weird. not thinking at all. hahahas thsi is a dilusion i think. its all a dream. all just u and me. never was it us.

hurt inside. fine outside. never will i make the same mistakes i did. waiting for something inevitable. waiting for something that was never mine. the only thing i have left now. is myself. i hope that it will be. it all began when u came up to me and said hi.

2009-07-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

^^^^^^^^^^^ the underdog SA Sleek 5's custom in-ear monitors
^^^^^^^^^^ UE's ESX3 most advanced triple drivers custom in-ear monitors
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ JHA 13-PRO 6 drivers custom in-ear monitors

2009-07-18T21:49:00.001+08:00

asked
got an answer
time to move on

2009-07-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

2009-07-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

some crazy videos sponsered by angelia =D

still my fav

hahas he rocks FTW

2009-07-14T22:51:00.001+08:00

=D i like this HAHAS. so hippy. now in the process of getting poisened into korean music . . . weeeee LIVE WIRES WHERE ARE U!!!!!!!!!!! omgz waiting for my custom earphones is a killer . . .

boa singing english wor . . .

2009-07-08T00:05:00.003+08:00

got deep deep deep deep ppoiseened by our chinese a1 scored hao siong. lolx he sort of intro me the person names hahas. recently addicted to san guo yan yi = romance of the 3 kingdoms. just nice got a show about it. just a comedy counterpart i would say its called k.o. 3anguo. totally addicted to it. problem is its still in the process of showing in taiwan so meaning not all the episodes are out. now now when shaun get addicted to something he is ADDICTED to it. hahas i am literally ripping my head apart trying to find the 20th episode then hao siong run along by and talk to me about it. since he is chinese literaled not like me . . . hahas . . . =.=" talk about it. just nice we both like a person in the show. she is FREAKINGLY CHIO. >.<. FREAKINGLY CUTE. >.<. AND FREAKINGLY SMART. >.<.

simple video the singer is pets ceng the girl i and hao siong fall in love with =P HAHAS.

the show can be fouund in youtube. episode 1 to 19 now every friday/saturday the person will update 1 episode. thats so fked uped =.=

2009-07-06T20:37:00.004+08:00

hard to say i am sorry. i should say i am sorry, to make up to you. for all the things. that i did to you.

2009-07-06T00:49:00.001+08:00

EPIC

2009-07-05T00:05:00.002+08:00

have you ever in one point of your life. where just one face can make you feel happy. one face can make you feel sad. one face can make you feel worth while. that face, controls all your emotions. how you feel each and everyday. how you will treat the people around you. that face all you want to see when you wake up every morning. that face u wan to hold tightly and look at before you sleep. that face that you wan to kiss every and each moment in your life. that face.

well slacked this whole week. nothing much happen i suppose. hang around on monday tuesday and wednesday. slack with edwin lolx. he finally thought me ABIT of skating. got it but my phobia is stopping me from advancing YET. i will try my best i will learn how to skate and will skate everyweek on everyday week end. =D. thursday when to buy some fishing stuffs. friday fish till saturday morning. reach homed bathed and slept till 7. 8 when to pasir ris play arcade till 10 come home. 12 blog abit. hahas monday start school no one is going to school on monday but i must go =.= so sickening. lolx.

2009-07-01T03:40:00.002+08:00

nothing much to post. i am officially declaring that i am addicted to music xD hahahas like that was a surprise xD bought like 15 cds in the past 14 days xD! hahahahas no money no money

some songs i like

2009-06-25T01:36:00.001+08:00

1. im tired.
2.i just watched transformers 2 the rise of the fallen
3. the fallen didnt fall he just left
4. its a nice show
5. im tired.

thats about it elaborate later one

and right

last. im BROKE in the sense of money . . .

2009-06-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

this post goes out to lawrence SALUTE

hahas. well nothing much to post le maybe in 3 weeks. i count downing. my live wires 3 if u just wanna know what live wires are??? >>> HERE http://www.mylivewires.com/ <<<< yeah sg$688 lolx and saluting to elfyn must thank me big time get him his headphones and e5 hahas he's bassheading his way everywhere hahas.

and yead subaru is no more i no longer wan subaru. i wan a CHEVROLET CAMARO =D i am planing to make a bumble bee replica

2009-06-19T00:10:00.001+08:00

yawns desu. have become a workaholic THANKS ALLOT EARPHONES THANKS. >.< well been working like a dog. good thing i didnt work like a fox like someone else =X hahas. well saving up for my custom earpiece or maybe a universal one. the difference? custom earpiece is a ear mold. of ur ear typically and logically. it gives a better isolation and fit. so u wont face falling off earphones or hearing unnessasary noise while listening to ur music. of course this is just me and my crazy once in a life time "want" hahas. 688 is the price tag for the livewires3. thats wat american idol contestants use during their songs. anot is a westome um3x 559 . . . SEEEE FFIIRRRSSTT xD

nothing much else to update le . . . work allot it fair work. slave dog work. slace admin dog work. salve flyer dog also work xD hahas better to work then stay at home 24/7 x3 weeks . . .

2009-06-14T00:54:00.002+08:00

hahas im lost xD some girl as me to be her bf omgz . . . lmao! hahas. well i am now starting to listen to country music good job miley cyrus TY . . . haish hahas. well nothing much to post le . . . other then my aching leg hahas. working is boring. . . sell so much crap . . . hahas well i gonna continue wirking more earn more money get my custom make triple driver iems hahas

2009-06-13T01:48:00.002+08:00

well about time i post something hahas. well been apparently busy for the pass 2 days. working at the pc show 2009 since thursday. selling apple products. pouches leather pouches casing earphone chargers etc etc. had a nice shock on the first day of work. saw helena there. was going er y is she here? till she said she working hahas. nice surprise indeed. my boss name is simon. good guy explain and help all 5 of us. edwin and me ite class mates. charmaine helena secondary friends. and cheewee apparently is zhi xiang 10 years older brother. hard to believe . . . hahas.

well leg is freaking pain . . . lolx sent helena back home twice since it was "on the way" hahas. been eating dinner at 12 am . . . god thats so bad but i so need it . . . working there is like starving on potato . . . hahas.

well for any one macbooks are going really cheap. the brand MSI is having really go promos for their gaming series lap tops. acer bullshiet. wat else ah and western digital is having a really nice price cut on the last day.

2009-06-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

if i got a gf like that i will be a happy man xDDDDDDDD =DDDDDD =XXXX HAHAS

well nothing much to post. caught hanah montana the movie ,hold one before u ask me y the hell i a 17 year old guy watch the show with 2 other guys is!!!!! there isnt ANY other show! and i am serious!. well in the end its a decent show. will recomend the show to anyone. hahas addicted to the song. butterfly fly away. =D

the next day after the movie. i got called down to watch movie again lolx catched terminator salvation. kinda regret. so much action. no fucking story line. sians

well thats about all. yeah and i am working at the up coming it fair starting 11 ending 15. do come down and buy stuffs. i am selling apple accesorries. from pacific city ;)

cya all

2009-06-05T16:25:00.003+08:00

knnb =.= this quiz hor . . . can take damm long to finish . . . sibei sian . . . slaps the person . . . slap slap slap. =D

STEP ONE - Spell your name with song tittles ;

S-Shut up by Simple Plan
H-Hate that i love you by Rihanna ft. Ne-yo
A-Apolodgize by Timberland ft One Republic
U-Untouched by The Veronicas
N-Numb by Linken Park

STEP TWO ;

Name: Shaun Seak
Birth date: 11081992
Nickname: Seaky =D
Eye Color: gold
Hair Color: brownish red
Zodiac Sign: M.O.N.K.E.Y

STEP THREE:

The shoes you wore today : my socks
Your weaknesses : thinking. . .
Your fear(s) : falling in Love
Your perfect pizza : think this is a universal quesion? starts with C and ends with E CHEESE

STEP FOUR:

Your best physical feature : acceptable weight ^.^
Your bedtime : i dont sleep . . .

STEP FIVE - This or That ;

Pepsi or Coke; coke
McDonald’s or Burger King; Burger King
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea; Nestea.
Chocolate or Vanilla; Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee; Cuppuccino.

STEP SIX - Do you?

Smoke: NO~2nd hand smoker =.=
Sing: Yes . . .
Dance: forced to for the school play . . .
Take a shower everyday: the alst time i when with out sleep i was thrown out of the house . . .
Have a crush; used to never ever
Do you think you’ve been in love; Yup
Want to go to college; ite for stupid but street smart ppl. ite for smart but street stupid ppl.
Like(d) secondary school; never LIKED or LIKE only hate it only that was an option.
Want to get married; no plans
Get motion sickness; nopes
Think you're a health freak; nopes i fall sick more often then not.
Get along with your parents; only with my mum my dad is a dick head =D

STEP SEVEN - In the past month

Gone to the mall; arcade only . . . and shopping . . .
Eaten the entire box of Oreo : with icecream u mix it tell me whether u wwill finish the whole box or oreo first or the ice cream xD
Eaten Sushi : yups forced to also . . .
Been on stage; d...a...n...c...i...n...g...
Gone skating; yes .
Made homemade cookies; is cake counted?
Gone Skinny dipping; NO
Stolen anything; yes xD my food from the table.

STEP EIGHT - Ever

Played a game that required removal of clothing ; er yes.
If so, was it mixed company?; yes?
Flashed anyone : i use my camare flash someone counted? lolx
Been beaten up : yes the guy got one hell of a whacking.
Shoplifted : NEVER i buy things i dont lift things

STEP NINE:

Age you hope to be married; 31
Numbers of Children; 2
Describe your Dream Wedding; simple sweet and not big
What country would you most like to visit ; hmmmm tough question can i say all? that is "high" class xD

STEP TEN - In the opposite sex.

Best eye color ; brown
Best hair color?; brown
Short hair or long hair; BOTH
Height; 160s

STEP ELEVEN:

Number of people I could trust; 4 for now
Number of tattoos: 0
Number of piercings; 0

Personal Quiz

Who were you with yesterday ; shaun poh my twin thin japanese counter part =D
What woke you up to this morning; my 3 alarm clocks xD
Is tomorrow going to be a good day; maybe? u never know hahas.
Do you like anybody; N.O.
THE PAST

Ever thrown up in public ; it was a dare xD
Passed out because of alcohol ; 100% volka and 20 shots im down with that.
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?; if i am gonna lisst out it will take antoher page. but now would be maple, charmaine, jane, shawn, work, school, test, already pass my exams without taking it, my laptop, my computer, my earpiece, my ipod, my dslr, my tv, my jeans, my shorts, yeah etc etc it GOES ON!
What kind of home would you like ; next to the BEACH!
What do you want to be when you grow up?; stock broker for 5 years and sleep for the rest.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?; somewhere high class.
Do you like candy necklaces?; wats candy necklance O.o
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something ; i fell over my bed last night at 2 am
Do you listen to music every day ; im a audiophile.
Do you still go trick or treating?; yes my my 10 young cousins HAHAS.
What was the last thing you ate?; maggi mee . . .
Are you a fast typer?; yes
Whats your favorite type of soda? alchoholic soda
Have you ever moved ; 3 times
Have you ever won an award?; hmmm a dozen?
Are you listening to music right now?; like i said i am a audiophile i wont waste 1k on a earpiece and not use it.
How long ’till your birthday? 2 months.
When were you the saddest in your whole life?; when "SHE" said NO
What time is it?; 4.46pm
Do you use eBay to buy or sell?; once in awhile
Who makes you mad?; i got lots of patience.
Have you ever heard a song written about you ; yes xD!~
Something you want to happen in 2009?; hmmm sent to the upcoming september trip to japan for exchange program.

HONESTY SECTION

Honestly, what color is your underwear?; black
Honestly, whats on your mind?; omg honestly? :( everything . . .
Honestly, what are you doing right now?; Honestly u should write what i wrote UP there.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: yes. i didnt go to school.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?; my manager.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?; nope.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?; my dad's retardedness
Honestly, do you bite your nails?; yes . . .
Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?; nopes
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?; yes.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?; maybe? if its a secret i cant tell u its small or big right?
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?; yes. allot
Honestly, are you in denial?; YUP
Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat?: yes maggi mee cooking at night fills the tummy.
Honestly, do you like anyone?; like lots love none
Honestly, does anyone like you?; this i dono im a easy going guy. ppl come and go.

ANGER SECTION

What do you do when you’re mad?; bang my head on the table wall and chair =D
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?; i strangle wei jie till he fainted.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?; yup DUCKY
Do you swear when you’re mad?; no i was scolding vulgarities.

CRYING SECTION

When was the last time you actually cried?; when she said no?
Ever cried yourself to sleep?; nope.
Do certain songs make you cry?: only a MIN few
What usually makes you cry?; my ass =DDDDD jking

look its done . . . happy now aunty?!

2009-05-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

boring friday morning. literally PULLED myself off the bed. "rolled" off it. found the floor much more comfortable though hahas! prepare for school and head off to school. had literally *fainted* in the class room during the first lesson. was totally not focus and totally tired and totally bored.

next lesson is calculus test. open book. copied answers straight from book. homed in 10 mins after 2nd lesson. found that going to school was more like a waste or money then not wasting money . . .

well char called me out. apparently by dropping a sony viao notebook in 1 and a half approx metres down it will cause malfunctions. hahas was loled at that fact when she told me what happened to her laptop to cause the total hard disk failure.

loled allot. but i must say i totally HATE being with her. its like edward with bella and the mid section of twilight. he totally hate the fact that he cant read her mind. tortured by her thoughts at any moment. and that they are IMPOSSIBLE to be together. get wat i mean? thats the exact same thing thats happening to me when i am with her. totally shit holed. =.=" but ofcourse i wont run half the globe to kill myself nor i suck blood.

unhappy now. =.= hate it being called brother. really really hate it that she dotn even know y my mum is totally oblighed to her. really really REALLY hate it when she ask me all the stupidest questions u can ask. and really really really really really hate it that she totally put me in 2nd place forever.

and yes i treat u as nothing not even a sister.

2009-05-26T23:29:00.002+08:00

ah yes had a sudden urge to blog hahas. so here i am. some stuffs to take note hmmm friends. a MAJORITY of them are not free. those that are sometimes are not in teh best of mood. and those that are ususally somehow pissed me off inside but of course i dont show it. well life. gotta go on.

back to school officially today. well cher was worried about me since i 1 wee didnt turn up. even so aced most of his "pop" questions which he clearly answered most of it. dyed my hair already. friend's say i look much better. but deffinitely need styling to get my hair shape right. anot it looks more like a bundled of hair then my hair lolx.

its getting more bored and bored recently. elf is busy with his crapped uped fcked uped life in tp. angelia is like . . . all blabbly but missing the everyday go out sydroms. samuel is m.i.b again missing as usual. helena is lazy wat more can i saay hahas. charmaine . . . busy with a deejay i suppose? i dono hahas. everyone is busy. me im just listening to music music music . . . non-stop.

well good night everyone have a horrible life "cross fingers". cya next time.

2009-05-25T00:27:00.002+08:00

hahas backx better then ever. like literally better then ever.

had an holiday at the best hotel in singapore. a HOSPITAL. knn its like a 5 star hotel and u dont expect good service from them. y? cause its like 800 dollars per night stay and i stayed for 4 days. atleast some manners are like appreciated. vivid memories are killing my vision of time and ppl hahas. if u get what i meant. hahas.

well had a 43 degree fever so mum called 995 blah blah blah cut short its nit the fever that kept me at the hospital. apparently what when wrong was my blood pressure it went low low low hahahahahahahas. so stay for holiday there. keith and kenneth where kind ENOUGH not like some ppl ahems ahems will not pin point ppl hahas. but yeah they where kind enough to visit me on the 2nd day.

after that thursday homed. friday rest at home. saturday outing with secondary mates. long didnt see them was glad i gotta go out and enjoy with CMX hongsheng and hao siong some couldnt make it so sad life. catched monsters vs aliens 3D was a totally worth while comedy-about-a-slime-ball-show. hahas after that arcaded then homed.

sunday TODAY jio my cuz out to the it show. was a total joke man the place. it was more like a asiasoft convention centre then a game show. crapped shiit lot with him. then headed off to jaben at city hall u know wats the most ridiculous thing? i and him was walking into the mrt station when we realise we where already at city hall mrt station xD!!!!!

so jabened. when we reached we where unlucky the shop was almost closing so intro him to some headphones earphones yada yada. now he wans a iem then a closed back head phones HAHAS!

well homed after that. he came over crapped talked. and i got to know 3 new things about his life in TP HOHO!!!! not telling though dont see the need to he will reveal it when the time is right xD!!!!
LMLMLMLM gogogo!!!! xD jia you GAMBATE!!!!

ok im done =D =X =P hehex night everyone

2009-05-17T01:06:00.002+08:00

figured i better post something materialising. i remembered i bought myself a new set of earpiece and headpohone amplifier to replace my bose ear piece as it was sent to repair and will only coe back to me by the end of may/mid june so spent abit of moeny and time at jaben. got myself a set of mylarone crossroads bijous 2 matched with the fiio e5 bassbooster amp.

Been getting upsetted eeasily. kinda of a mood swing thing thats going on. have no clue wats happening though but i swear i am sorry to all who i might have hurt.
the crossroads mylarone bijous 2.
fiio e5 headphone amp
the 2 packaging.
how it will look like with my ipod. ipod>amp>headphones.

2009-05-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt the most important, most valuable thing in your whole life just disappear?

how would it feel like. Would it be an endless pile of pain that will never cease to stop?

What will you do? Would it help to go chasing after it?

When do you know, you have to just let go . . .

p.s. i love you

2009-05-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

hahas skipped school today apparently to play with JJ dota the whole day from 11 to night. but it was cut short like . . . from 12 to 2? yeah . . . hahas. oowell. charmaine came over like 8 am . . . wtf i was like yeah mum let me skip school thanks to my fever. then oo shiit my holiday period has been cut short. so it was like URGH leave me alone i wanna sleep. NOO cannot sleep help me. BULLSHITO!!!!! =.="

then afternoon i was like great she going off at 1 so still have the afternoon to night to paly with jj. guess wat. keith and his stead come. halaluye no more comp . . . this is sooo shiity . . . i should have when to school lars . . . knnb. then helena also sick see la ask her the day before rest dowan . . . hahas. then like totally slack in the living room they 2 play in my room. thanks jane for keeping me company. =DDD

then 6? or so go down play bb with keith and co. play matches ran like mad shoot like mad . . . yeah then helena say oclock go down play. end up also say dowan play cause she lazy =.=" so just ROT at home till now. well life is now currently in a turmoil indeed horoscopse arre actually kinda right =.=" haish.

well good bye update another time hahas.

2009-05-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

working out almost everyday 8 30 to 10 hahas. well it helps me to keep fit. since i ought to lose some weight hahas. so yeah with confidence and determination i will slowly lose weight. hopefully by july i would look decent hahas.

confused about some shiit again too many things happening at one go in my life. deep dark secrets are being revealed. old not wanted memories coming back to hunt me. pestering and companionship is irritating me. school is a big bore. well ppl say my life is so boring. but to me my life isnt boring. its frustrating its sad its irritating and most of all my life plays with me.

well today skip school after test which i obiously aced it needless to say cause it seems easier then what the teacher had described how hard it could be. then followed shawn to bugis walk walk arcaded here and there. keith and companions came to find me. so good of them thanked them for making their way down. keith had to go for tuition. and he bugged me the whole time. trying to "match make" me huh?! NOT SO EASY! hahas.

then cabed down to rp was a whopping 20 bucks . . . and when i reached there i got black face from charmaine. then helena was sick poor her hope she get better xD then angelia was like pissed off with the lessons hahas. bused back to seng kang. slack sing song chit chat. 8 30 when down for basketball excercise.

hel is moving house soon hahas. misses soon too hahas.

2009-05-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

today skip school go with keith,li tin and carter to sentosa WALK WALK. really is WALK allot =.=
pics below. nothing much to write about pictures tell a thousand wordss but since blur count it as 500 each xD
mr. carter and mr keith onto the waterfall.

keith and litin at IMBIAH FALLS they really "fall" down.

she is FREEZING.

look at hiis smirk face, ended up shaking when he goot out.

AGAIN this 2 retard onto the waterfall.

kids.

kids playing.

kids playing with water.

his long hair on his legs are frozen. xD

well thats about all we did today. walk around the whole of sentosa. get lost in the forest. and play in the "not suppose to play" pool xD. then walked more. head to vivo. go candy empire. then eat lunch. then homed to my house. play slack chit chat slack play crapped. they go home. i changed etcetc till now.

ok the sweaters pics are taken at vivo's national geographic museam. where u pay 1 dollar for 1 minute in this "freezing room" i made the machine spoilt though xD

2009-05-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

whole Tee

STI!!!!!

back of the Tee STI!!!!!

clearer view of the words.

hahas so today is 7th may 09 so fast time flies and so much ppl change. well skipped school. when all the way there look at the lecturer i turn back go home. then some ppl ask me can go my house slack whole damm day i anything so yeah when cp for mac breakfast so ex =.=

then homed around 10? then play slack crap till 12? then head off to basketball with keith and his stead at blk 188 sengkang. played with cvss kids lolx. then homed around 2+ then 4+ head off with her to go bugis wanna go shopping with her 900 bucks =.= i am like 20 dollars . . . then waited tills he totally pissed off. helena, angelia and putra came. so crapped with putra about life. then they 3 go shopping. bought shirt pants shorts etc etc dono how much mroe crap. carried everything till the plastic bag carrying the 2 laptop broke . . . i lolx at that . . .

then homed around 9+ was freaking creepy. . . helena mother was literally on the same train as me helena and her. so it was . . . very creepy . . . . . . . . dono if she got see me anot i hope didnt do anything wrong . . . cause was sitting next to helena and she is sot le . . .

hahas offered to send helena home. then she shouted mama. then i when blank lolx.

hahas u know the feeling xDDDDD

ok updated with photo and words. hahas crapped here another time.

2009-05-02T03:18:00.000+08:00

ok
since soooo long no blog talk simple today.
1. when out with elf,sam and angelia, crapped whole day at bugis/orchard.
2. crap with elf.
3. fix a model car and paint it.
4. do up my room again, as old comp spoilt selling it away.
5. finally when down to jaben and tested super expensive headphones.
6. finally get a wireless router.
7. ok thats about all the thing i did for the missing dates since 24th april.

hahs now for today. it consist of 5 6 7 hahas hmmm jaben jaben jaben I WAN TO GO AGAIN!!!! hahas well watercooling is pospone another month or so. so that i can get more waterocoling parts so i dont have to order from US again.

well nothing much to say le. maybe say i wan a dslr i wan a headphone i wan a amplifier i wan a dac and i wan more ps3 games.

2009-04-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

have u ever felt sad, despare, anguish, devastated, sick and disspointed? i definitly did.

hahas so TODAY IS FRIDAY!!! hahas going out to angelia xD she repeated this 3 words like mroe then 50 times? from 4 pm to 9 pm lmao real life, phone and msn xDDD and i guess it will go on for the rest of the days, hours, minutes. 365 days a year 8760 hours 525600 minutes and 31536000 seconds. thats allot of today is today xD.

well today is friday yes i know xD sleept late woke up late didnt go school xD hahas sleep on sofa in living room till like 12 woken up by angelia =.= then prepare for 3 hours 2 pm headed off to plaza singapura. reached and top uped card at zone X then play wangan all the way played like total 20+? hahas since i got 40 in my card i just play xD. soon after 4 + angelia reached then we slack till 5+ anthony and jeremy came. went to pc bunk play l4d hahas i on cheats xD it was a hilarious time. hahas killing ppl with lots of witches and tanks is imball xD hahahahas anthony and angelia died the most xD

then 9+ off to get angelia shoe . . . then she say wan go home liao . . . by then elvyn came already at 7+ then he kpkb hahas. she homed then we 4 head off to plaza sing basement bought some snack and bubble tea. DINNER hahas. then head off to compass point jeremy buy his root beer 1.5 litre then he headed home. anthony followed him off. me and elf headed for the arcade. i thrashed a young boy bullying on antoher guy who is apparently noob no offence learn mroe ; ) totally desolated that shiity kid. hahas then he call his friend play all gang me =.= atleast 2nd better then nothing hahas. elf laughed shiit lot xD.

then homes le reach home around 12? i think hahas. then now here type type type. since so long never type haha.

yeah i wan start car modeling yes i am gonna start car modeling hahas. expensive yet it will keep me companied rather then keep "playing" computer and go out spend money. hahas. even thought i need spend money on teh car xD hahahahas.

okok till next time. with maybe some pics of a car or something special like maybe my new water cooled computer rig done in may hahas

CYA

2009-04-16T22:24:00.001+08:00

how fucking fun.

this is so fucking fun.

this is so fucking hilariously fun.

you are so fucking hilariously funny.

HAHAHAS

p.s bitch

2009-04-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

sibei fed uped man. knnb class chalet like sai. first day reach there like 11 go arcade then 12 30 meet ppl to buy the food. wow on the day buy Gl HF man. 12 30 wait outside the ntuc at Ehub. guessed wat only 1 person xD so how just go in shop for the food. all she ever know what to say is " i dono la stop asking me can u ask them what they wan to eat la." like queen like that =.= end up also i carry everything to the chalet. knnb i like been treated liek salve for the whole fking day la. after that bought stuffs liao. mr smart aleck say no b b q pit. fking hell?! go chalet to b b q no b b q pit end up also i DIY myself for THEM a b b q pit. yeah shaunt he best shaun the great come on man i just doing/playing my part. what i get is a drunken fker that grabbed me and whack me till my shoulder hurts now. =.=" how great.

then at night cant sleep 6 + off lights also no one sleep. so yes i didnt sleep at all till now whoohoo. ok i am pissed la really. this is really just bull shit to me la. =.= so what if i show off so what if its wrong. atleast i did it atleast i put in a fking effort to do something. unlike those that just dont do. wait to be served ppl that only open their mouth and say. and when they try to do something. they NEVER get it right.

yeah thats my class chalet so "fun" meeting my cousina nd friends at the arcade there is the real "fun" part.

then my upcoming bbq with friends only. its gonna be another mess as this one. so focus on getting ppl to go when. 1 no money is colelcted. 2 no one is gonna bother about the money issue. 3 no decision on food. 4 no plan on getting the food. i am not saying angelia is a bad planner yes she did do a good part in getting ppl ^.^ but ppl pls some money ty 10 dollar is MORE then enough from each person that is going i am not asking for much am i? hahas.

well i am pissed now too many problems popping out from no where. blog next time

2009-04-07T04:08:00.000+08:00

Defination of DEPRESION:

In the fields of psychology and psychiatry, the terms depression or depressed refer to sadness and other related emotions and behaviours. It can be thought of as either a disease or a syndrome.
The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) states that a depressed mood is often reported as feeling depressed, sad, helpless, and hopeless. In traditional colloquy, "depressed" is often synonymous with "sad," but both clinical and non-clinical depression can also refer to a conglomeration of more than one feeling.
Such a mixture can include (but is not limited to) anger, fear, anxiety, despair, guilt, apathy, perceived helplessness, loss of interest in pleasure, pain, and/or grief, in addition to what many people would describe as typical "sadness". Depressives sometimes engage in violence or excessive criticism of others. Many depressed people have obsessions, alcoholism or other addictions. Depression is harmful to the human body and can affect proper functioning of the brain. Extended depression can lead to suicidal tendencies.
With modern medical developments, even mild levels of depression can be now treated.

hahas cool man it can be treated xD. hahas dont worry i aint not depress. fuckcheebyemotherfuckadiebitchbastardhopefckingshiityusuckmymotherfckingcheebyecockheaddicko

dont worry xDDDDDD

whoohooooooo im more liek suffering from hyper syndrome then depression . . . hahas. well soon going for some bbq with my ite "class" and apparently the food gonna taste like shit . . . ooo well im not gonna pay alot for crap man . . .

bored la staying at home is like a disease once ur at home it sticks to u and make u sick. frustration overwhleams one person and make him feel lost. one person who have nothing to do at home will try to make something up. there is where post traumatic stress comes into play. making him feel angry sad happy all at the same time. after that he will just lie down and relax try to hard and feel angry he just jumps off the building. and after all this its just a dream that he was dreaming when he was at home with nothing to do. :) wat a great imagination huh?!

hahas cya around. really nothing to do man . . .

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hahas long time never post le.

hmmm nothing much happen. now currently slacking at home and head out to hang with friends. hmmm holiday now till april when the "o levelers" come to ite "those" that cant even make it to poly la. hahas.

hmmm had been hanging with elf,law,wei jie,jiexin,angelia,and lots of wangan maximum tune arcade friends. well update on life hmm hmm hmm. well listening to music even more nowsadays it helps to kill the boredom though. look how lame am i talkigna bout my boredom nothing so fun to update about . . . well talk to old friends and find out what they are up to hahas.

might be getting myself a car kit soon hahas since i am soooo addicted to subaru wrx sti i should get a model kit myself hahas. hmmm no money though. well got a few things to get but so little money. tsk tsk. maybe get a dslr a decent lasting one for simple cosplay pictures with friends and anyother events hahas. then my music earpiece bought already. using a bose earpiece. then need get a amp and dac hahas. next will be my computer watercooling loop. tubings coolant the water blocks haish money money money. seems to much to buy yet still i am in no mood to buy any. now i just want to like relax and just have plain fun.

maybe wat i need is a gf? hahas it like just cross my mind hahas. well having a gf carries lots of responsibility . . . all the loving goo goo stuff all the money spent all the time spent. its such a pain the the arse some times . . .

well will update another time ; ) stay happy all my friends laughter dont come easy but laughig is nothing =)