do you realise sometimes thinks you do for someone. is taken for granted? for example i help your mother to wash the dishes. instead she scold you. reason for u make the sink wet. speachless right? sometime things u do for anyone is taken for granted. small things go a longer way.

why must you hurt yourself again and again repeatedly. does he deserve it? isit liable just because you love him? what can you say. love is blind? sorry sista sorry that i have to pop the bubble. love isnt blind but a delusion. it sends you into a state of mind where anything and everything comes into consideration. with such a retarded boyfriend. you still yet give him chances over chances. letting him continue lying to you. breaking promises after promises. i am not getting myself into this. but it hurts just watching. listening. knowing. its like a knife being stabbed into my repeatedly. you sometimes have just NO idea how much you mean to me. doesnt mean i am not your boyfriend i have no rights to love you all the more. friendship is always stronger then a relationship. but you have lost the meaning of relationship already. being played/lied at by a person that take you for granted. what can i do? nothing apsolutely nothing. only to know deep down that you will continue hurting yourself over him. over and over. for a much longer time to come. sadness overwelmed me, but i am not giving in to darkness. not for me but for you. i need to stay strong. to be here whenever you need me.

my hand hurts on a second note =.= zzz shouldnt ounch that board =.= zzz =.= hopefully no one see it =x anot police will come le =x

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getting my right leg all heal uped and play basketball...success
getting a better cpu...success
get good grades...success
getting a high end camera...
getting into my course which for Electronic Engineering...success
living life with out restrain...
get to ite with grade of b1r2 of <9 or b1r4 <15...success
personally shake hands with bill gates...
getting my own car by age of 20...
getting my own house by the age of 30...
live up to expectations...
drink good coffee all around the world...
travel every part of the world...
work my way to fame...
move on with life...sucess
find the right one...
Be happy forever

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