how to describe this feeling of agony. hurt. lost. frustrated.

hmmm bored will be bored and alone seems for an eternity.

today is monday. went fishing just now. wasnt even fishing at all. mind was totally crowded with thoughts. thoughts of you.

i dont know. . . i haven felt or am this way since *ahem*. hmmm hahas 17 this year of '09 will be 18 soon next year. many things to do. 1 drink a shit lot and get wasted. 2 get a car. 3 be happy being 18.

ite starting already. so shag to go back to school. totally not interested in studying at all. i dont even know wat i want to do in my life . . . i need a motive a goal a future, that includes hopefully you in it.

you said "now nope, but future hard to say."
im looking forward to that future

♠S[H]@uIV♠ ...
♠Forever "16"♠...
♠Leo 11/8/92♠...
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getting my right leg all heal uped and play basketball...success
getting a better cpu...success
get good grades...success
getting a high end camera...
getting into my course which for Electronic Engineering...success
living life with out restrain...
get to ite with grade of b1r2 of <9 or b1r4 <15...success
personally shake hands with bill gates...
getting my own car by age of 20...
getting my own house by the age of 30...
live up to expectations...
drink good coffee all around the world...
travel every part of the world...
work my way to fame...
move on with life...sucess
find the right one...
Be happy forever

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