what if one day i have to leave you? what if everything that i did with you, you have to forget. what if we are seperated by this wall this thin transperent line. that seperates us a mile yet less then a centimeter away. what if?

now really really really worried liaos. dono wats happening. and hate not knowing wats happening. cant stand this feeling of loneliness. denial of any knowledge of the surrounding. if i can help someone i would gladly help. if i cant help anyone i rather kill myself. i have friends all around me. when i need them they are not the first to appear. when they need me i would suddenly be the center of gravity. pulling them towards me more and more. and like the north and south pole reflecting each other. exams are next week. had been studying non stop as much as i could. dpa is all that is in my brian now. other then that small part of depression amounting inside of me. stress leads a person to have a mood swing.

hope u are better and would be able to open up. if its something that has anything that have to do with me. feel free to scold me. i rather getting scolded repremented or deprived of then to lose a friend. nothing is in my brain now. for once in my life. its just you . . .

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♠Forever "16"♠...
♠Leo 11/8/92♠...
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Her
getting my right leg all heal uped and play basketball...success
getting a better cpu...success
get good grades...success
getting a high end camera...
getting into my course which for Electronic Engineering...success
living life with out restrain...
get to ite with grade of b1r2 of <9 or b1r4 <15...success
personally shake hands with bill gates...
getting my own car by age of 20...
getting my own house by the age of 30...
live up to expectations...
drink good coffee all around the world...
travel every part of the world...
work my way to fame...
move on with life...sucess
find the right one...
Be happy forever

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