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.Friday, September 11, 2009 ' 12:40 AM


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well holiday started liao. today is thursday. nothing much today bah. nothing interesting le. blog is emant to post what u feel internally. but sadly i cant post what i really feel here. not here not now not ever. sometimes the wrong thigns i post cna lead to the wrong things to happen. today go to sim lim square with marcus. he bought a new game. actually 3 as its 3in1. after that home le. chit chatted with her. sometimes i wonder if i am gone. if i am no longer there. what will happen to u. fear is engulfing me . . . too much negative thoughts filled my mind. the least i need is to hear u drink ur problems away.

help me someone. . . i really need a listening ear that is not her sometimes. . . can someone be the same as her?. . . god . . . gosh . . . im lost . . .







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