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everytime she says thing saobut her boyfriend. it hurts me. each time her boyfriend did sometime wrong. it hurts me. each time friends try to help her. it hurts me. y? cause no one can. no one can help her. it hurts me just typing this out. how much it would hurt her if she sees this. how she would react to things i would say. how much pain and suffering that i will put her through. is helping someone so hard? is just saying heh forget about him. easy? i want to. but i just cant. jun ming u are the only one that knows. pls dont tell her. if you do ever tell her. i will just kill myself. it hurts me to see her like this. not to see her after her break up. how much she would change over time. whether she listens to what i say and agree to it. how it would effects how she look at guys. whether or not she will ever get a boyfriend, again. what would happen a few years down the road? 18 now 19 next 20 later. how much problems will come and go. how it will be solved? i dont know. and even if i know i cant help you at all. listening is all i can do? i want to do more. yet have no rights to. all i can say is take care of urself. one day if i am no longer here. no longer able to help u. assuming listening to u is all u need. few days time it will be ur special 100 days u are so looking forward to. is that really what u think? is celebrating ur 100th day all so happy when both of u dont trust each other at all? just because he is caring. over caring. protective. u will not mind? u will accept the fiction and not the fact? well if there is something i can do at all. i will do it. as u are more then a
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